Have you ever pondered your thoughts without understanding the process behind them? Am I truly the one thinking? There comes a moment of self-realization when one can no longer distinguish between the processes and underlying events. I was sitting in an auditorium, listening to a symphony by Beethoven and other composers, performed by professionals inContinue reading “Reflecting on Self-Realization and Neurodivergence”
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In the beginning there was no light!
I feel like I’ve been trapped in a game of power for some time. I’ve been played and pushed around, trying to figure out what to do. As it becomes clearer, I realize I was playing a game without knowing its rules. I’ve decided not to play anymore. I understand the consequences of being powerlessContinue reading “In the beginning there was no light!”
With another Love
All my tears have been used up on another love Until I met you, and I felt alright with another love, with another love.Then you took me up above the mountains, up so high,With so much love, with so much love.We were high, and I could fly.And then you held your arms around me withContinue reading “With another Love”
Laplace’s demon thought experiment
Exploring the Boundaries of Determinism and Free Will In the early 19th century, the French mathematician and philosopher Pierre-Simon Laplace introduced a captivating concept known as Laplace’s Demon. This hypothetical entity embodies the idea of complete knowledge and perfect prediction: if it possessed knowledge of every particle’s position and velocity in the universe at aContinue reading “Laplace’s demon thought experiment”
Midnights random thoughts
I want to tell you a story, it is a true story. I don’t know why I am here or what I am doing. It is weird… Let me introduce myself. I am Jina, oh wait, I think my name is Nika. what am I saying, I am actually Asra or maybe Sarina. Don’t mindContinue reading “Midnights random thoughts”
Every feeling matters
Being in the state of unbalanced swaying from two extreme edges, being so emotional and being so cold, how one can manage it. One becomes so impatient and intolerable for oneself or maybe for others. There is a voice in her head telling her, be yourself, just be yourself. But how ? You can beContinue reading “Every feeling matters”
One Dimensional Girl
She was laying down on her belly and playing with her fingers. She gave them imaginary characters and made them talk to each other. The 4 years old was in her world of imagination, somehow enjoying herself. Meanwhile she heard her parents were talking about her. Mother noticed that something is off with her childContinue reading “One Dimensional Girl”
The realm of reality! part 1
It is a rare phenomena which happen to some people. When person is not aware what is happening. you don’t know if it is a dream or reality! some people scream and try to ask for help, they are in pain, they actually feel the pain, not able to breath, no voice coming out. whatContinue reading “The realm of reality! part 1”
How amazed you are?
Waking up every day very early in the morning by this amazing beautiful view, seeing sun rise from your room. The purple pinkish color turning to red makes you wonder about yourself. How lucky I am to see this everyday, it is high time to say your wishes, some impossible things you want to makeContinue reading “How amazed you are?”
One step ahead !!
No matter what happens and what you do, sometimes you can’t catch up with time, the universe is always one step ahead. There was a time, I thought I should do something, I have a mission to fulfilled, and for that I should not give up. I trusted myself, I put my faith on me.Continue reading “One step ahead !!”