Marzieh Bahmani

The story of how I failed part 4.

I was looking at the sky, it was so blue and beautiful, the sun was warm enough for you to stay outside as long as you want. A normal day for everyone, a pain free day for me. I realized a dark spot very far on top of mountains, I could see it was comingContinue reading “The story of how I failed part 4.”

The nothing

When you can’t find what you are afraid of just to put yourself outside of your comfort zone. What is the exact limit which being afraid start from? How can you find the box you need to think outside of? If there is a limit for my though, where is it exactly? I don’t wantContinue reading “The nothing”

The story of how I failed part 3.

I am writing my story for many reasons. I am not living in the past, I am just reviewing it. Writing make me feel empowered and strong again. There is a beauty in whatever that have happened to me and I want to share it. Since I can remember, I have always been characterized asContinue reading “The story of how I failed part 3.”

The story of how I failed part 2.

Empathy what I needed or just a little bit of compassion could be enough. When I was all by myself sitting near the gate waiting for my flight. People were walking towards me and just passing by. People were sitting near me and they were busy with their own business. Obviously I was not fineContinue reading “The story of how I failed part 2.”

The story of how I failed, part one.

I was thinking about last couple of years of my life, it happened so fast and so slow while I was stuck in it.. I was happy and successful, already embraced the changes in my life. In September 2015 I moved from Iran to Poland to start my PhD study, I was almost 30 yearsContinue reading “The story of how I failed, part one.”