It is a rare phenomena which happen to some people. When person is not aware what is happening. you don’t know if it is a dream or reality! some people scream and try to ask for help, they are in pain, they actually feel the pain, not able to breath, no voice coming out. what if this is not a dream!
I was in my bed, thinking about my wishes and hopes, not knowing of what is happening, I blinked and I was not able to move any more, my body was heavy, so heavy, I could feel the gravity thousand times stronger. As if there was something gigantic sitting on me, I tried to scream, no noise came out, I panicked and was unable to breath, I started to realize something, it was not real, it was just a nightmare. All I had to do was waking up. But how, I was trying and even asking for help, “please someone wake me up”. In one moment I was awake, sitting in my bed, it was so quiet, something was not quit right. so I went toward the door and before opening it, something very strong dragged me back to the bed and I was not able to move again!
This time I was on the side so I actually could see it, very large shadow covering all my body, so large that I couldn’t see its face, it was endlessly long going all the way out of ceiling to the sky. Struggling and screaming wasn’t helping, I was begging for someone wake me up, I asked from a saint, nothing happened. screaming “why, why please God help me”. And it was gone, I was awake this time. I heard my parents were talking in the living room, so I went there and saw my mom reading, I told her about my dream and how the saint didn’t help me. She said maybe you did something and he is mad at you! while she was talking, I felt something strange, I told t myself “is it real?”. In a blink of eye, I was dragged back to bed with the shadow on me, frozen and not able to move. I didn’t ask for help this time, I knew I had to take the charge. I said “doesn’t matter how heavy it is, I will move”, so tried and tried until I could move and the shadow was gone. I was sitting in my bed and thinking about what happened. I heard a noise from outside, I wanted to go out of my room but I didn’t feel like it. I was terrified.. what if it is not real….
Marzieh B blog 